Escaping Reality.

Never regret something that made you smile for a while. That created an instant happiness that will last a lifetime. Since it became a huge part that established a great impact in my life. Some foolish actions that happened in the declining year of 2011. But those things happened because I lost my control. It occurred knowing the sudden changes of things, it was like a whirl wind that changed the whole story in an instant.

Now it's 2012 probably a new beginning and new changes awaits. New life, new hope and new things to explore. Some of the past may still seek and flash in my mind and thoughts. But those will be priceless and lifetime memories that I will cherish. Sometimes I often think about those things randomly when lying in bed waiting to get sleepy.

As I look back over the past of the things that I had been doing. I could really say it was on hell of a ride. Knowing that I was always smiling all the time even if problems would exploit my mood. But because I was so inspired I just smile them away knowing everything will be all right. But when reality bites, all you gonna do is get stunned and be amazed. 

I might have come up short last year but at least I showcased professionalism. I might have almost ruined my humility to someone but I kept my poise knowing things will still be alright. Until now reality would whispering to me in order to wake up and feel it. When sudden changes will occur I just try my best to manage things right away. Changes in physicality is also becoming visible since I am not getting younger each year.

Each day will come and new things will happen as I will try to embrace them all that I can. Since some of them which I am not familiar in doing it alone. But we have to face life and lead forward but never forget the past we had. All those experience, affairs, struggles and friends I've met will always remain in my thoughts.

Those people that came and left will be there at our side. They are also trying to move forward just like us who judge life that is so unfair.

As I look back over the years were in I compared some things that happened. There were difference and some have slight changes. But never the less I am still glad I tried to be the same after all that happened. I still hoped that some of day those great memories will be repeated. And some of those great moments will be continued.

All I can say is that I didn't change on a certain matter, but I just change for the better of something. Some people might over look you especially if they are guilty and have some doubts. But leave it all to them for they have there own ideas to see people differently. When some people test patience with mistakes and let there ego run the scenario. This kind of people are rare but instead of hating them why not forgive them. That's just reality among life and to every people we meet.

When we can't escape reality no matter how we try to avoid it. And probably the only time we can avoid reality would be in our dreams.