Last Word Syndrome

Their was this time were in I was so busy thinking about random stuffs and work related ones. But when I got bored and took a break I was chatting to someone. We were talking about random stuffs and our conversation kept going while we discussed a lot of topic. It was a hot day and the sun was really at it's peak blazing it's sun rays.

We all know that if we feel hot we want to eat something cold or some desserts. And so my friend said something like this "Ah mahala sa tiling2x oi tag..." and the word "TILING2x" made me laugh so hard. I haven't heard this word nor read it like a decade and it was so unexpected. My friend could have said or described it as a bell(used by sellers in attracting people).

I could not stop laughing for like 10-15 mins when I was really feeling funny about it. My jaw was numbing and my stomach was compressed due to continuous laughing. I had watery eyes when I was laughing hard and every time I could think of it I could just laugh. It remained in my head for about 2 days since after that day I still smile and laugh whenever I think of that word again  Silly me but I can't help it but to make fun of this kind of things. As simple as they are and they would just made my day when all of a sudden I appreciated a simple happiness.

Another funny incident again that I could not forget when it comes to funny words. The word "Compayniya" that a friend had spoken instead of company. I could not help but laugh due that blooper kind of pronunciation. I could really just laugh all thing on that time thinking on this funny words that would tickle my brain.

Zodiac Signs

Zodiac Zodiac Zodiac well at first I was hesitant to believe this kind of stuffs. But when a friend of mine told me things like this I was really entertained. I mean I got curios that I end up researching stuffs online for more and more things. Lets call my friend Ms. Gemini were in she explained to me things about zodiac signs and how they are related to people.

And based on Ms. Gemini's explanation's somehow I was able to understand quite a lot. Even if she was laughing while explaining or doing jokes at the same time. But things are really getting interesting as I also discovered some things that I can relate to my life. Some instances that Ms. Gemini explained had already happened and to be honest they were all real.  And this zodiac stuffs made me think of more things that's why I end up researching and reading articles/contents from it. 

I keep feeding my self with those blogs online and also asked Ms. Gemini about certain things which I was thankful that she answered with clarification. She also made some good stuffs in confirming things and explained the details. But what amazed me more is that I could really base the incidents with the detailed things that the zodiac explanations were having. And Ms. Gemini also supports those answers and set some good examples.

Well I realize that some how this zodiac things would give you a glimpse about the kind of behavior from a person. As if it offers you some blue print of how others would act and give you some hints regarding there attitude. I was also enlightened when about certain things that I asked from Ms. Gemini about the things that I wanted to seek direct answers.

And as expected Ms. Gemini delivered direct answers which all I could do was drop my jaw since it was true. I could not argue because the explanations that I received were hitting the direct target. They were all useful ideas which I really learned. 

I even did some experimentation's were in I tried to combine and tried to match some zodiac signs. I was just trying to entertain my self and also try to find out there compatibility. But as I keep finding facts I keep getting darted with facts like 85% of them.

Well I was just glad that someone explained me this kind of things properly. Since before all I was thinking when it comes to this are all pure fictional things and sort of fantasy. But now I just found out that they are quite also useful especially when you want to know others even if it's just a glimpse of them.

It has been a year or so.

Wow I could not imagine how time quickly flies by and how quick things just turned out. Oh well I could just look back of all the things that happened and some of them are easily traceable on Facebook  Since there were some activities that  happened to every month. Just to keep me busy but all in all it was almost work related stuffs.

I could just see how things were flying out of the window as I was able to reflect and look back. All those crazy things that happened were now part of the past and are now memories. I think things are changing quite a bit good at the moment. But I should be able to come out and finish strong this year since I know I had been struggling half of the year. Sorry to those who got involved LOL! I mean my bad due to lack of focus and arrived a an abrupt conclusion.

And looking back to the same month last year that I almost wreck my life. When all the things that I have planned were just shattered. All those preparations are now in the verge of useless thoughts and mindless ideas. I could still review and remember the detailed things that happened. And those things I have done in order to cope up with the changes. All those misery are starting to peel off from me since I was able to realize things and understand them one by one.

 But there were some things that remained true and real after all the year. That I remained strong, honest and faithful behind my silence and struggles. But despite all the assumptions and doubts that were held against me I remained positive and looked forward for a better ending. Their might be temptations but God is my witness that I was true to my actions. That I didn't lack faith and kept my composure until finding out that I have nothing to go back for.

But I am glad I had overcome those things that brought me down to the deepest confusions and sorrowful situations. As I thought that we would reach another milestone but I guess I was wrong. Life is indeed full of surprises and full of unexpected events. More twist and turns that occurred and you should be able to handle them. Looking back at those things I often realize were I stood and it was clear that I know I was there standing all alone waiting for nothing. I still kept my head up and move along for I don't want to be part of the past.

And I was just glad that some opportunities and chances arrive just in time to keep me busy and inspired. Also all my friends(kageron family) who were there supportive enough to keep my chin up. I am always ready to learn more things in life and be strong once again as I will set my food back again on the floor. Grasping for air and took a deep breath in order to be ready for something better.

As I set back my track to continue on my journey of my life. As I leave all those bitterness behind for I know they have there own reasons why it happened and occurred. But I think they could have been avoided in the first place but I will just accept it for it already happened. All this doubt and trust issues are gone now and looking forward to new chances and exciting things that life would offer.