Ive been lying here trying to find myself lying in bed with my cheek pressed on my pillow. I guess I woke up again with someone on my mind last night. As I come to think the things that I've been doing lately. I've rushed to places were I find excitement and entertainment to places were I want to be. There were some instant happiness and overjoy that happened. Moments we enjoyed most at the time we witnessed the dark cold nights turn to gray skies.
I wish I had wings so that I wont be late to the destination that I want to be in an instance. As i fly and take you there. As I hold your hand and abide you on your floating and breakaway. We will surpass the clouds we used to count and form shapes when we are lying in a green grass with our arms spread out. We continue our journey it seems like eternity in the making. I took a stolen glimpse from you and what I saw made me a satisfied sigh inside. I closed my eyes for a while and smiled a bit of a gratitude to what i saw on you. As we soar to the sky feeling the rush of wind that glides to our body. As we both scream while we collide with the rainbow on our horizon. As we go together with the sunset we both fall down from the heavens as I embraced and hug you while cold winds gently pass my skin. Something you whispered that made it very painful to think "I wish this is not a dream".
November 9, 2008
Come Fly With Me
September 4, 2008
Instant sorrow
As the flash of sun rays hits my face that woke me up. Its seems its already morning I see the sky its so clear and blue. Its one of those times were i feel alone inside even when there are people around me. So I guess its you again on my mind last night I try keep understanding things like this and that. But I guess your just another mystery. But lately things have been complex and dry theres nothing simple when your gone. Is there no way of escaping reality and time? because I haven't figured it out.
I wanna spend my time with you in an open green field were in we can run and fall lying in the grass watching formations of the clouds. catch butterflies and dragonflies that captivates our eyes. Pointing fish in the ponds while they hide in the water lilies as we raise our both hands as the winds passes our body. We scream making echoes and sounds. Carve our names on the tree that we always meet. Catch fish on river banks play hide and seek and when you will see me i over you a flower.
And in the night we will watch fireflies as i kiss you goodnight. As truth is coming again . I'll try working again on how to cure my self tomorrow find things that will end the torment inside.I wanna know if our togetherness was just an immersion. And wake up wondering what happened yesterday if ill say did it happened? I wish it did.
July 14, 2008
Boundless...

I wish I can slide in that colorful rainbow that marked the ever blue sky. Then I would scream so much as I go down the slide with my hair all over the air and with my eyes filled with vague liquid substance. I would do it again and again until I can no longer scream, until I can no longer climb up and down that rainbow.

I would want to ride in a canoe in that untouched and seemingly green oceans. Then I would see dolphins and whales underneath the heaven of waters, and then they would jump across and over my canoe leaving me with amazement and in awe. I would run untiringly in that sugar like white sand in the seashore and leave footprints on it. I would create a castle using the sand.

I want to bath in the rain. I want to feel in my skin those drops of water as they come rushing down from the heavens. I would get wet under the rain while my jeans and shoes are still on. I would spin around like a wheel. I would dance together with the little ones as we bath in the streets.
I would like to kiss my girl under the rain as we take shelter in a single umbrella then we would take the umbrella out and let the rain pour on us as we continue to savor the moment.
A place of boundless things. A moment in the absence of sufferings. A scene of delightful views. A journey of endless joy.
In the midst of its ambiguity, I want to dream BIG. I want to dream HIGH. I want to dream GOOD. I want to dream, I just want to dream and dream and keep dreaming.
I want to dream bounded with nothing but joy and happiness. At least in dreams, I can be happy for all eternity, regardless of the moment I wake up and face again what is reality.