Escaping Reality.

Never regret something that made you smile for a while. That created an instant happiness that will last a lifetime. Since it become a huge part and established a great impact in my life. There maybe some foolish actions that happened in the declining year of 2011. But those things happened because of losing control on oneself. It occurred knowing the sudden changes of things and it was like a whirl wind that changed the whole story instantly.

Now it's 2012 probably a new beginning and new changes awaits. New life, new hope and new things to explore. Some of the past may still seek and flash in my mind and thoughts. But those will be priceless and lifetime memories that I will cherish. Sometimes i often think about those things randomly when lying in bed waiting to get sleepy.

As I look back over the past of the things that I had been doing. I could really say it was on hell of a ride. Knowing that I was always smiling all the time even if problems there to change my mood. But because I was so inspired I just smile them away knowing everything will be all right. But when reality bites all you gonna do is get stunned and be amazed. 

I might have come up short last year but at least I showcased professionalism. I might have almost ruined my humility to someone but I kept my poise knowing things will still be alright. Until now when reality is whispering me to wake up and feel it. Sudden changes occurred but someone I am starting to manage them all. Changes in physicality is also becoming visible since I am not getting younger each year.

Each day will come and new things will happen as I will try to embrace them all that I can. Since some of them which I am not familiar in doing it alone. But we have to face life and lead forward but never forget the past we had. All those experience, affairs, struggles and friends we've met will always remain in our thoughts. Those people that came and leave our lives will be there at our side. They are also trying to move forward just like me who judge life that is so unfair.

As I look back over the years were in I compared some things that happened. There were difference and some have slight changes but never the less I am still glad I tried to be the same. And still hoped that some of this days those great memories will be repeated. And some of those great moments will be continued.

When I can say that I didn't change on a certain matter but I just change for the better of something. Some people might over look you especially if they are guilty and have some doubt. But leave it all to them for they have there own ideas to see people differently. When some people test patience with mistakes and let there ego run the scenario. This kind of people are rare but instead of hating them why not forgive them. That's just reality among life and to every people we meet.

When we can't escape reality and probably the only time we can deal and escape from it is only in our dreams.