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August 27, 2008

Victims of Temporary Peace

How would you see early in the morning instead of tweaking of the birds and crowing of the roaster you hear rapid gun shots blast, gun fire. Smoke arising surrounding the place. Is the war not over? or just started again? when will it end? everyone wants that question to be answered and solved. As flares of mortar flies in the air while innocent civilians flee the affected area were in they were woke up by sounds of destruction as grounds shake when mortars land in the targeted area as bombs fall from the sky not choosing the thing below that will be hit.

What happened to the temporary peace and harmony in that place were civilians and people wanted to maintain? As they rush to leave there place that they called home. Fleeing from fear and scarceness finding another place to take shelter. Young one's and children's don't have any idea of whats going on as they can hear screams and gun fires and unpleasant sound that can def ones hearing.

Who can explain to this children right now on whats going on? How will you let this young one understand the situation were in there own country is in war with their president. As they cover there ears while running from the disturbed place. Some were running while crying and some fall in the ground screaming for help. Poor innocent ones don't know what to do.

As anarchy rise to the place tell me what to do? how should we stop this?we are only killing our own race. Is peace on that place only for temporary? Tell me why?

August 18, 2008

Gone And Forgotten

Ive been sitting here alone trying to find myself and so tired of being here alone I guess I'm still bleeding inside. Sitting in this dark silent corner of my room. While my toes meet each other and my forehead is leaning my knees. As the breeze of cold wind reaches my skin.I can feel my heart beat, beating slowly as if it's tired, wicked and longing. But I'm still trapped in a constant confusion.

I take some pills just to ease some pain and to numb my feelings but it seems this pain is just to real to be cured and i guess time cannot let it over come easily and erase just like writings that are written on a piece of paper. Then suddenly tears began to shore. Watery eyes as i sob and whimper in the pitch black place.

I want to sleep so that I'll dream again the time when I called you mine when we were on one path of feelings. When the time that we share every stolen moments that we have. At least in my dreams in can pretend that you are mine forever and be happy. As I close my eyes this dreams take me back in ambiguity time either past or future but as long as you are there it will be fine.Somehow I can break away into the painful reality that I'm only up to admiring you now.

As my tears turn dry and silence as at its peak I cant wait for sunshine and face again the reality that keeps me haunting down.

August 7, 2008

Short Time Happiness

THIS IS A STORY OF A 2YEAR OLD BABY GIRL

Take time to read this story if its familiar to you read it again.

A little girl is waiting for her daddy to arrive home from work she started waiting for 6 pm until 10 pm and finally her daddy arrive.

Little Girl: Daddy Your Home I waited for you because I want you to read my bedtime story

Daddy: Yes I'm here my dear and I'm tired from work I need to sleep

Little Girl: Ahh ok daddy can i ask $1 dollar for waiting for you?

Daddy: Why you need $1 of money what would you do on it?

Little Girl: I want something to happen but I'm not telling you because it's a surprise

Every day the little girl keep asking $1 dollar every night his daddy arrives from home

On the 8th day the little girl waited again for her daddy to arrive but she waited until 12:00 a.m. because her daddy forgot to tell her that they will be having a meeting in preparation for the proposals of the company. The little girl fall asleep in the chair waiting for her daddy facing the t.v. and when her daddy arrive.

Daddy: Hey sweetie wake up...why you sleeping in here why you didn't transfer in your bed?

Little Girl: I waited for you in here but somehow I fell asleep while watching the television

Daddy: Let's go to our room now and I'm tired from the meeting

Little Girl: Daddy How much you earn hourly from your job?

Daddy: Hmmm? why you asked sweetie? I'm earning $10 dollar's per hour.

Little Girl: Can I ask $2 dollars please?

Daddy: Ahh ok heres your $2 lets go to sleep now its getting late

The girl ran into the room and count her total money asked from her daddy hidden below the pillow. As she counted it the total was $10 and she was so happy.

And the father saw while she was counting the money bill and got mad.

Daddy: Look at you, you keep asking money and there you have so much. what is it that you want from the money that i gave you?

Little Girl: Daddy can I ask 1 hour from you? please read my bedtime story? beside me...

What did you learn from the story? Take time to realize. I hope you all enjoyed it thank your for reading it.

August 4, 2008

Let’s Dance

A gloomy day it is. The clouds are colored in gray as if it’s going to rain soon. The wind is blowing awkwardly within the surface of my skin. Here I am within the view of the skies as I recall all of my memories these past few years of living and have questioned myself more than once, “Have I done enough in life? Was it all worth it?”

These are the questions that I can’t even think of what my answers would be. I usually think over my answers to every question that I face but it seems that this one is different. I can’t even think straight whenever these questions come to mind. Many things floods through my head, reminiscing all the things that happened to me from the moment I realized the pain and joy of life above this earth.

I was thinking about those people I have acquainted with, whether I made their life a little bit different from the moment they meet me, may it be for the good or the other way around. Any way it was, I hope I made a little bit of a change.

I once saw this funeral in a Sunday afternoon. There were not so many people who came along with it and I came to also think about how it would be like when it’s about my time. Will there be few that will come along or will there be hundreds of thousands, and no matter how it may go, I hope, I really hope, that some would take time to come and finally accompany me to my final rest.

To all these, I am pretty much certain that I did well in dealing with this life’s worthwhile journey and it paints me a smile when I come to think about the people that treasures me well and about the people that I cherished the most.

Despite all the pains and hurts that we must get through, to me, living is beautiful, and if there’s any word that would describe it more than beautiful can, I would still say life is more than that. We all just need to see through all the dark curtains that decorate our rainbow filled living in order for us to see the complete combination of colors that God has ever painted, that’s us.

Life is too short to be lying around and doing nothing that would make a difference. So dance the music of life while the beat is still on, you don’t know when the rhythm will stop. Dance while you can!

Let us dance while we still can ‘coz we have done well.

August 1, 2008

Little Paradise

I want to live in this place its a place were i wanted to be. Clear skies see threw view that widens my eye sight. Blue sea with rich wonders below that amazes my view. I was so delighted as i watch the creatures below school fish at the sanctuary i cant imagine how life under the polluted and battered earth.

Little paradise which i called it. Virgin Nature that awaits my coming that pampers my stay,

how I love to be with it. As I think of this place it rottens me to be a part of it. I want to break away and enjoy the part were i can rest my mind and soul at the same time.

Hidden wonder which leave me breathless. Fresh smooth cool wind that glides my hair and skin. I took a deep breath to fill my polluted lungs and renew it. As i feel the tip of my hair skin some how it finds comfort and tranquility when I'm in this place. Peaceful, Quite and pure silence was there I wont get tedious on watching how nature plays and entertain me at its best. I cant believe this place still exist.

White sand that acts a spa to my feet,deep blue sea I can see that nature is close to me. Unbelievable place unbelievable time with timeless spot I can be found. I wont forget that place even in my dreams Ill carry it . As it suites me while I was on my stay. It removed my pain and agony. Peeled my Grunge and my inside anarchy. I'm lucky that I experienced the place were i want to evolved the place I that reshaped me somehow define and welcomed me. As my journey ends I can smile and do a satisfied sigh. Because I know once in my life time I've been to that hidden little paradise.