It has been a year or so.

Wow I could not imagine how time quickly flies by and how quick things just turned out. Oh well I could just look back of all the things that happened and some of them are easily traceable on Facebook  Since there were some activities that  happened to every month. Just to keep me busy but all in all it was almost work related stuffs.

I could just see how things were flying out of the window as I was able to reflect and look back. All those crazy things that happened were now part of the past and are now memories. I think things are changing quite a bit good at the moment. But I should be able to come out and finish strong this year since I know I had been struggling half of the year. Sorry to those who got involved LOL! I mean my bad due to lack of focus and arrived a an abrupt conclusion.

And looking back to the same month last year that I almost wreck my life. When all the things that I have planned were just shattered. All those preparations are now in the verge of useless thoughts and mindless ideas. I could still review and remember the detailed things that happened. And those things I have done in order to cope up with the changes. All those misery are starting to peel off from me since I was able to realize things and understand them one by one.

 But there were some things that remained true and real after all the year. That I remained strong, honest and faithful behind my silence and struggles. But despite all the assumptions and doubts that were held against me I remained positive and looked forward for a better ending. Their might be temptations but God is my witness that I was true to my actions. That I didn't lack faith and kept my composure until finding out that I have nothing to go back for.

But I am glad I had overcome those things that brought me down to the deepest confusions and sorrowful situations. As I thought that we would reach another milestone but I guess I was wrong. Life is indeed full of surprises and full of unexpected events. More twist and turns that occurred and you should be able to handle them. Looking back at those things I often realize were I stood and it was clear that I know I was there standing all alone waiting for nothing. I still kept my head up and move along for I don't want to be part of the past.

And I was just glad that some opportunities and chances arrive just in time to keep me busy and inspired. Also all my friends(kageron family) who were there supportive enough to keep my chin up. I am always ready to learn more things in life and be strong once again as I will set my food back again on the floor. Grasping for air and took a deep breath in order to be ready for something better.

As I set back my track to continue on my journey of my life. As I leave all those bitterness behind for I know they have there own reasons why it happened and occurred. But I think they could have been avoided in the first place but I will just accept it for it already happened. All this doubt and trust issues are gone now and looking forward to new chances and exciting things that life would offer.

Escaping Reality.

Never regret something that made you smile for a while. That created an instant happiness that will last a lifetime. Since it became a huge part that established a great impact in my life. Some foolish actions that happened in the declining year of 2011. But those things happened because I lost my control. It occurred knowing the sudden changes of things, it was like a whirl wind that changed the whole story in an instant.

Now it's 2012 probably a new beginning and new changes awaits. New life, new hope and new things to explore. Some of the past may still seek and flash in my mind and thoughts. But those will be priceless and lifetime memories that I will cherish. Sometimes I often think about those things randomly when lying in bed waiting to get sleepy.

As I look back over the past of the things that I had been doing. I could really say it was on hell of a ride. Knowing that I was always smiling all the time even if problems would exploit my mood. But because I was so inspired I just smile them away knowing everything will be all right. But when reality bites, all you gonna do is get stunned and be amazed. 

I might have come up short last year but at least I showcased professionalism. I might have almost ruined my humility to someone but I kept my poise knowing things will still be alright. Until now reality would whispering to me in order to wake up and feel it. When sudden changes will occur I just try my best to manage things right away. Changes in physicality is also becoming visible since I am not getting younger each year.

Each day will come and new things will happen as I will try to embrace them all that I can. Since some of them which I am not familiar in doing it alone. But we have to face life and lead forward but never forget the past we had. All those experience, affairs, struggles and friends I've met will always remain in my thoughts.

Those people that came and left will be there at our side. They are also trying to move forward just like us who judge life that is so unfair.

As I look back over the years were in I compared some things that happened. There were difference and some have slight changes. But never the less I am still glad I tried to be the same after all that happened. I still hoped that some of day those great memories will be repeated. And some of those great moments will be continued.

All I can say is that I didn't change on a certain matter, but I just change for the better of something. Some people might over look you especially if they are guilty and have some doubts. But leave it all to them for they have there own ideas to see people differently. When some people test patience with mistakes and let there ego run the scenario. This kind of people are rare but instead of hating them why not forgive them. That's just reality among life and to every people we meet.

When we can't escape reality no matter how we try to avoid it. And probably the only time we can avoid reality would be in our dreams.

September 11 attack

It was September 11,2001 when the world was shocked as one of the most powerful and influential countries around the world was stunned by the indecent. Twin Towers of America ignited by flamed from a hijacked airplane. Pentagon was also being attacked by a third airplane that was also hijacked. And because of this tragedy the United States declared war on the terrorist.

As we recall that dim and dark days were in thousands have suffered and had been apart of that chaos situation. As it was a huge threat for terrorist groups that they have the power and the supremacy to dictate. This day reminds me of that sad story were in thousand were injured.

Some died others were missing as different stories were told. But the bottom line was that everyone felt sorry for what happened. The massive casualties and civilians were involved.

In memory of those whose souls have not yet been in peace and condolence to the family and other people who have been greatly affected by the tragedy.

We all remember that bitter day were chaos was on the midst of everywhere. Innocent lives were at stake, stolen and taken away from the hands of the terrorist.

May this day be remembered as some brave people who risk there lives to save there co brothers and sisters who were victims.

Let this day be remember to those who were innocent and  capable of defying the odds of destruction. People and countrymen who tried to survive in the midst advertises. May this day be remembered and be honored to those who sacrifice in order to save others.

We will all remember this day to those people who attempt to save others even if in the middle of uncertainty. With little hope but still manage to steal and save a life. We will all remember to those individuals who bravely volunteer in the sacrifice they made.

And justice to those who are still looking for it may there soul be in heaven. And may let there be peace on earth for all the people living in it.

Pride

Is it pride when you lower your shoulders and sigh?

Is it pride when shut your mouth?

Is it pride when you keep silent so avoid hurtful words to be spoken?

Is it pride when silent tears shore down and not a bit of anger is attached?

Is it pride when you swallow the blame?

Is it pride when you sacrifice?

Is it pride when you grit your teeth and maintain calmness?

So many things in this world when all you can do is know them one by one. Some of them become close friends while others become common enemies. Some many situations in this world and you could just wonder why you were the one who is chosen to face and solve it.

I just some answers come up late or when everything is almost over. Some answers do come in time or just pass by. All you do is turn your head up high and continue walking.

Al Gore's Asian Version of An Inconvenient Truth

Al Gore will be presenting in Manila, Philippines his great masterpiece that earned him lots of box-office acclaims entitled, "An Inconvenient Truth".

This convention will be entitled: "Al Gore: The Leader As Environment Steward." It will be held on April 30, 2010 at the SMX Convention Center in the SM Mall of Asia Complex.

"We have always been committed to environmental preservation. Beyond our many environmental programs, we feel that we can further spread the advocacy by having more people learn about this global problem and how it impacts each and every one of us. This is why we are bringing in the world's most influential authority on climate change. We want the urgency of his message to be heard by Filipino leaders, as well as by Filipinos in general," SM Prime Holdings President Hans Sy said in a statement.

Gore and his team was recently awarded the Noble Peace Prize in 2007 for the famous "An Inconvenient Truth." This made Gore a runner-up in the Time Magazine Person of the Year 2007.

Last year(2009), Gore won a Grammy Award for Best Spoken Word Album for his book "An Inconvenient Truth: The Planetary Emergency of Global Warming and What We Can Do About It."

Floating Aftermath (ONDOY)

Weeks and days have passed since the tragic incidents happened. It was just a slow typhoon that passed by but left a huge amount of rain and water in the lands. Flooding all areas high or low places, squatter or village territory. It never wasn't like this before such big amount of water that it entirely drowned all cities it had flooded. Claiming up to the second floor of buildings, overlapping bridges and rolled cars and vehicles, displaced houses to other places. Yes this is nature and its cruel approach to humanities. An amount of 6 months rain was rained and poured hard for just a day. It almost erased cities that it covered.

As it was just the other day that people on there way home walk in wire of the wire post because of the very high level of water on the streets. As cars were wiped and moved away. After the flood comes a super typhoon named "Pepeng" hits the land having the speed of 170 kph. It was just days when all were drowning and here comes a great catastrophe again. Ripping roofs from houses. As it passed the country it came back and did another damage. As if it left something from behind. And soon more typhoons were building and approaching to hit the country lands. They were "QUIMADA" and "RAMIL". And not far enough "MAYON VOLCANO" is said to be in bad condition as it throws more amount of ashes. There was an earthquake not long ago but thank God it was just up to 3-4 intensity.

This is very rate happenings just in months and questions do form in my minds. Are were punished? and asked for our debts and bad practices and doings to mother nature. It caught our attention and soon its more than to this. Nature is showing signs it dosent' choose people. When it attacks all is involved all is fair and equal we all suffer.

New Post

I am wondering why I am not receiving any task yet!

I hope it would come soon though, because I have been waiting for like eternity to blog something out and yet, nothing came in. Hehehe! Well, I hope they would notice my blog again soon for me to earn more.

Thanks for all the people visiting the blog and I hope you will continue to support me through all the up's and down's.

Keep blogging.

Extended Lie

Just woke up sitting in the stairs with y palm on my cheek. I look myself in the mirror with my sleepy eyes and frenzy hair. Is its still me? did I grew up according to what my parents want me to? so many questions just rushing in my mind. All I did was stare to where ever my eyes feels comfortable to look. Was it another dream last night that I feel empty today. If it was a dream why did I feel the pain in my chest? why did I made a murmur? was it just a dream or something happened to me last night in which I just don't want to think about it.

As I gasp some air to refresh my mind. So many things I wanted to do, so many plans I want to implement, so many suggestions I want to follow. All those things just pass my mind. It feels frustrating when everyone thinks that they think what you know don't exist. Or the thing that they all know were just fake. You yourself knows the real story and the real deal and things are not the same as they expect and see.But no matter how hard you try you just cant make it. Its like standing in a corner and being useless. You keep trying but still everything is the same. It's like your effort are just being eaten down easily but just brag down your self wort. Pulling your self confidence to the lowest part of your being. When people look at you with sympathy and pity when they found out that it was all wrong. You its not what they think and imagine about you while you yourself had observe the things that were happening around you.

It fees bad when everyone wants and what everybody desires are and agreed was not the thing that happened to you. That its not what they were all thinking in the first place. When all they see was not the truth that was revealed instead it was just an immersion and social denial. When everyone turns there back and conclude. As denials were told and done and shown, criticisms and comparison happened. Letting go of it would be the solution to stop the torment and end the started situation. Its a game that is easy to start but hard to finish.

How can you propose when there are some people that are waiting and observing for your relationship to fall and break. When you noticed that your standing in the place were assumption is placed. Would you tell the words that will made her die inside? even if things are so extrovert. I don't want to arrive to a conclusion that at least I told her. So what If I said it, it was just all garbage that run out from my mouth because there were no feelings attached on it. And i don't want to abuse those line that can change someones feelings to others the moment they hear it.

If telling was an assurance then promises should not be broken. Even signing a piece of paper in front of the altar is not even an assurance to someone you are committed of.At least if she will deny me its not that heavy to accept because there was a level were we assumed.

Gap

Lying in bed staring at the ceiling wondering on what will happen to me today. Just woke up late again when I realize its already morning. As the radiance of the sun beams upon my face and then I rub my eyes. Last night I slept with my cellphone on my ear talking to someone late at night. Hearing her voice in the dawn was like cold swift winds entering my ear that runs to myself and brought me to calmness.

I can clearly hear the voice even if its on the other side of the line but still it was clear when it approaches my ear its like she was there whispering right beside me. It's because late at night when all the world is half asleep only her voice out stands the silence that made us apart.

As we cheat the night expressing things and feelings in private talking secrets and stuffs that entertain us. We laugh with our mispronounced words and grammars. Asking how was your day? as we start and end topics we discussed. The more we know each other sides and backgrounds. We created another world of our own even if it only exist in the hearing senses.

We enter the night together and end the dawn at the same time. Moments like this maybe stolen because our voices are kept low and our actions are only limited coz we can only speak and who needs actions when you got words. We can only laugh silently causing us to giggle. We share things that happened not only for today but also sharing the past as we are trying to relate each other. I can tell that there were part of it that it was serious and formal when the sound of the voice is different from the ones I tease. It's like the words are attached with the other message that you can only feel not hear.

It seems the more I asked the more I got related and the more I got closer before. But it was just coincidence that masked my way and covered myself from her. It like all the people around me were facing there back at me not seeing the front appearance that I can know and recognize them.Realizing that I was just around the corner if you turn around and spin your head I'm just steps away maybe in a corner sitting down with my legs swaying. As I said to myself in silence what a small world that we have but if it was really this small why haven't I known you earlier?, Why haven't I saw you why jut now? things could have been different at the moment? is this the offer of life that they say "everything is connected to everything".

As I found out that maybe it was like this because so many people wanted to be by your side that wanted to be close to you in an instant that wanted your immediate attention. To the people that I witnessed there motive and agenda. As our gap increases more when I saw reality that created a distance between us. Because I considered some things which I shouldn't have done. Ive compared the status and situation that I might get involved among us. And look at were I am standing and located at the moment.

But I don't have same intension's with them, just want to roam around this rotten world and foul life that we have. No matter how i look at it I still arrive in the constant confusion that everything is just going with the flow. If I'm wrong with this interpretation and premonition at least I was happy on the assumption side and I'll just forget it like a bubble that burst in front of me whipping the splash on my eyes erasing the memories that created a temporary enjoyment. In this case i can move on easily because I know it was just temporary. By this time I hope your presence wont linger anymore.

A Key to Happiness

Often asked by people that I usually acquaint with, is how do they make themselves happy. And I honestly don’t have an idea on what to answer them, and thus I choose to dig a little deeper within what lies beneath the reason of our happiness and how do we obtain and get a grip of it.

I am happy. I am. And because of that I need not to find any reasons why or how or since when, ‘coz actually, I shouldn’t be questioning about it. But instead, I should be thankful. And that is what we should all must think about, not the shortcomings, not the failures, those are there that we might learn from them, not to regret about.

Not one of us asked to be sad. Not ever. We all do want to be happy. We all ask to be happy. And most of the times that our request is being granted are not in the way that we expect it to be. It comes in the simple things and pleasures in life. We are just too caught up waiting for what we have expected the way it would come, too busy that we fail to acknowledge that it’s already been granted, it’s already been there. Though, not in the way that we want it but God knows it’s the best way for us. He has his ways.

It is ok to be sad once in a while. That’s just normal for us to get depressed and stumble during our journey. That’s part of it. After all, how will you know what will make you happy if you wont know what will make you sad? Lots of things in life make us both happy and sad. That is called balance. They co-exist with each other. Without the other, the other is void. Life is not a one-way-street that you get to enjoy only the happy things there are. It’s a two way road that we are all in right now. And unless you begin to understand that sadness is part of being happy, you will never get over your self-titled world with fictional happiness that decorates it.

Be glad in whatever you do. Cherish your family and loved ones. Be true to yourself and do the things that are making you extremely happy and never feel bad of the things that you said because that’s just like trying to be sorry for being true.

I’m bad at parting words. But the only phrase I could say before this article ends. One of the simplest ways to stay happy is to avoid the things that are making you sad.

Stay HAPPY!!!!

Struggle

After a long vacation from my writing craft, I have returned to state what is rightfully to be told.

During those absence, I felt like I don’t want to write something or about anything, I felt like exhausted from life itself. My mind ran up dry from squeezing words for writing and so I decided to take a little break. I thought that maybe somehow I could store up on ideas and wisdom for me to deliver an even greater article the next time.

Lots of interesting things flooded my head but none of them seem to make any sense as I mold them into an article. Scenes stumbled upon each other that I couldn’t even figure out which one to start or which one to finish, but all of them seem to be too ambiguous that I couldn’t even decipher what I was aiming for as I continue to make the article. It seems that I always lost my focus in the midst of those paragraphs that I was writing.

It was hard. It felt like I was a failure in doing something I thought I do best at some time. I can’t pull those right words together. I couldn’t put any meaning to what I was writing that I just left them unfinished in the corner of my computers desktop. And I don’t want to gamble on posting an article that is half baked because I know that those who are reading these articles of mine deserves nothing but the best of my writing craft. Thus, articles pile up in me, in my head. And everywhere I go, it seems like there are lots of stories I wanted to tell, but I just can’t pull them off together. Still I waited.

And so, after bringing the pieces together, I’m back, to take what’s rightfully mine, to tell what is there to be told, and to face what is there to overcome, and to finally finish what I already started.

Loud Silence

In the midst of oblivion, I find myself looking back on how and what life might have been so far for me, for us. And every time I come to the final stage of conclusion, life is but a worthwhile stage play, and like every other stage play, everyone acts as to what their role has been. But unlike any other stage play that has a single or two main characters, everyone that has life is the main character of the play.

Where am I going? Am I taking the right path? – These are just questions that pop up my head during these times. As to where am I going, I am not sure. But still, I continue to travel the journey of life and face each hindrance with my head up. Maybe I guess there is no such thing as “THE RIGHT PATH”, no one walks the same path as anyone else, and that is one thing that’s making us unique from every other. We make our own path. That is the right word to state it. When we stumble upon a large field of grasses, you can never see a path, and that is the very reason why you create your own path in the middle of that field. You clear your own way regardless of where it might lead you, but somehow you have the right feeling that over that great field, something good is waiting for you to take. So don’t hesitate to just walk within those large fields, because you’re creating your path and that is the right one.

I can still hear those loud screams from the city, though I’m not very sure if it’s only in my mind or I do really hear it. Somehow I also miss those noises from the city, being in this solitude makes me think of those things I wanted to remember and write, some those I don’t want to remember. In this deafening silence, I ease my mind and clear my head that I may be able to come up with something great somehow, and those great things are mostly from the past.

Gone are those days when I used to argue over a piece of candy with my sister, which in the end, I get to be scolded by my parents for doing so. I miss that. Not the arguments, but the attention. They used to watch over us so discreetly, that every move we make is for them to know and judged. I miss those now that I am here in this solitude night.

I sit here under the perfectly circled light giver of the night. Reminiscing reminiscing reminiscing. “Those were the days…” I mended myself, and those were the days that molded me to what I am today.

Rainy Situations

Sometimes when your alone and no one to turn to and don't know what to do and where to go. Finding, thinking on were to lean on this playful life and when your feeling blu and wanted someone to be with in your sorrow, sadness and triumphs in life. When you think there's no one left but you, think again. And if you want to fall a tear I'll be here to listen to every word that you will say.

And when it rains the heavens pour from your eyes and when there's a dark storm tears flow but your not alone my friend. So many questions in your mind all you want was to know, why its like this this things happening in my life. If you will ask me I don't also know why.

I'm ready to be someone you can use to kill time and cheat moments when the rain comes. I am here waiting just call me and ill run to you.

Getting Away

There's one morning when we are all together and come and gathered. How nice to see and feel that we are still grouped as one. To the ends of the earth till cough hounds our lungs. When tears roll from our eyes, when stars fall from skies.

Watch my eyes do you see what I see or you did not witnessed it? That I'm flying going to heaven. Do you wanna come with me along with my journey or wanna be left behind?

You don't need to hide because you are shy and you don't need to find another one just forget everything including problems and set aside useless things. Take a deep breath because we will depart from this ambiguous life and imperfect destiny that we are capable of believing. Wrong beliefs that lead us to temptations and are you ready? to break away and spread our wings and I'll teach you how to fly.

So many things that are forbidden in this life that are stabbing us but open your heart and mind and let imagination fly.

Gathering

Sometimes we are free for a while and we gather in our own grove and individual ambitions of life. In one pilar secrets we whisper and said even on what will happen were ever you will be going.

But now it seems tomorrow is running so fast to fade and gone. I hope everyone wont forget our togetherness and if we are on circumstances and time of emptyness financially or emotionally just always remember that we've become real friends.

Even if there is no tomorrow of our lives. We drink and dine its like that we are gonna be losing below the bright and round moon. Our stomach that dont have something inside even thou we have no money but every night is so much fun and enjoyble.

Sometimes I dont know whats going on even if what i do. Eveything has an end because now we are forgotten by past and cannot force to revive our togetherness but if you pass by I will call you and get your attention because somehow we became true friends.

Victims of Temporary Peace

How would you see early in the morning instead of tweaking of the birds and crowing of the roaster you hear rapid gun shots blast, gun fire. Smoke arising surrounding the place. Is the war not over? or just started again? when will it end? everyone wants that question to be answered and solved. As flares of mortar flies in the air while innocent civilians flee the affected area were in they were woke up by sounds of destruction as grounds shake when mortars land in the targeted area as bombs fall from the sky not choosing the thing below that will be hit.

What happened to the temporary peace and harmony in that place were civilians and people wanted to maintain? As they rush to leave there place that they called home. Fleeing from fear and scarceness finding another place to take shelter. Young one's and children's don't have any idea of whats going on as they can hear screams and gun fires and unpleasant sound that can def ones hearing.

Who can explain to this children right now on whats going on? How will you let this young one understand the situation were in there own country is in war with their president. As they cover there ears while running from the disturbed place. Some were running while crying and some fall in the ground screaming for help. Poor innocent ones don't know what to do.

As anarchy rise to the place tell me what to do? how should we stop this?we are only killing our own race. Is peace on that place only for temporary? Tell me why?

Short Time Happiness

THIS IS A STORY OF A 2YEAR OLD BABY GIRL

Take time to read this story if its familiar to you read it again.

A little girl is waiting for her daddy to arrive home from work she started waiting for 6 pm until 10 pm and finally her daddy arrive.

Little Girl: Daddy Your Home I waited for you because I want you to read my bedtime story

Daddy: Yes I'm here my dear and I'm tired from work I need to sleep

Little Girl: Ahh ok daddy can i ask $1 dollar for waiting for you?

Daddy: Why you need $1 of money what would you do on it?

Little Girl: I want something to happen but I'm not telling you because it's a surprise

Every day the little girl keep asking $1 dollar every night his daddy arrives from home

On the 8th day the little girl waited again for her daddy to arrive but she waited until 12:00 a.m. because her daddy forgot to tell her that they will be having a meeting in preparation for the proposals of the company. The little girl fall asleep in the chair waiting for her daddy facing the t.v. and when her daddy arrive.

Daddy: Hey sweetie wake up...why you sleeping in here why you didn't transfer in your bed?

Little Girl: I waited for you in here but somehow I fell asleep while watching the television

Daddy: Let's go to our room now and I'm tired from the meeting

Little Girl: Daddy How much you earn hourly from your job?

Daddy: Hmmm? why you asked sweetie? I'm earning $10 dollar's per hour.

Little Girl: Can I ask $2 dollars please?

Daddy: Ahh ok heres your $2 lets go to sleep now its getting late

The girl ran into the room and count her total money asked from her daddy hidden below the pillow. As she counted it the total was $10 and she was so happy.

And the father saw while she was counting the money bill and got mad.

Daddy: Look at you, you keep asking money and there you have so much. what is it that you want from the money that i gave you?

Little Girl: Daddy can I ask 1 hour from you? please read my bedtime story? beside me...

What did you learn from the story? Take time to realize. I hope you all enjoyed it thank your for reading it.

Let’s Dance

A gloomy day it is. The clouds are colored in gray as if it’s going to rain soon. The wind is blowing awkwardly within the surface of my skin. Here I am within the view of the skies as I recall all of my memories these past few years of living and have questioned myself more than once, “Have I done enough in life? Was it all worth it?”

These are the questions that I can’t even think of what my answers would be. I usually think over my answers to every question that I face but it seems that this one is different. I can’t even think straight whenever these questions come to mind. Many things floods through my head, reminiscing all the things that happened to me from the moment I realized the pain and joy of life above this earth.

I was thinking about those people I have acquainted with, whether I made their life a little bit different from the moment they meet me, may it be for the good or the other way around. Any way it was, I hope I made a little bit of a change.

I once saw this funeral in a Sunday afternoon. There were not so many people who came along with it and I came to also think about how it would be like when it’s about my time. Will there be few that will come along or will there be hundreds of thousands, and no matter how it may go, I hope, I really hope, that some would take time to come and finally accompany me to my final rest.

To all these, I am pretty much certain that I did well in dealing with this life’s worthwhile journey and it paints me a smile when I come to think about the people that treasures me well and about the people that I cherished the most.

Despite all the pains and hurts that we must get through, to me, living is beautiful, and if there’s any word that would describe it more than beautiful can, I would still say life is more than that. We all just need to see through all the dark curtains that decorate our rainbow filled living in order for us to see the complete combination of colors that God has ever painted, that’s us.

Life is too short to be lying around and doing nothing that would make a difference. So dance the music of life while the beat is still on, you don’t know when the rhythm will stop. Dance while you can!

Let us dance while we still can ‘coz we have done well.

Little Paradise

I want to live in this place its a place were i wanted to be. Clear skies see threw view that widens my eye sight. Blue sea with rich wonders below that amazes my view. I was so delighted as i watch the creatures below school fish at the sanctuary i cant imagine how life under the polluted and battered earth.

Little paradise which i called it. Virgin Nature that awaits my coming that pampers my stay,

how I love to be with it. As I think of this place it rottens me to be a part of it. I want to break away and enjoy the part were i can rest my mind and soul at the same time.

Hidden wonder which leave me breathless. Fresh smooth cool wind that glides my hair and skin. I took a deep breath to fill my polluted lungs and renew it. As i feel the tip of my hair skin some how it finds comfort and tranquility when I'm in this place. Peaceful, Quite and pure silence was there I wont get tedious on watching how nature plays and entertain me at its best. I cant believe this place still exist.

White sand that acts a spa to my feet,deep blue sea I can see that nature is close to me. Unbelievable place unbelievable time with timeless spot I can be found. I wont forget that place even in my dreams Ill carry it . As it suites me while I was on my stay. It removed my pain and agony. Peeled my Grunge and my inside anarchy. I'm lucky that I experienced the place were i want to evolved the place I that reshaped me somehow define and welcomed me. As my journey ends I can smile and do a satisfied sigh. Because I know once in my life time I've been to that hidden little paradise.

A Stained Identity

I have always been longing to write something about someone. Someone who we often see, someone who we often neglects, someone who has huge place to chill around, someone who we nodded our heads to, someone infamous, someone who we choose to term as – Taong Grasa!

Their bodies are toiled with dirt and stains of all kinds. Their hairs are crumpled together by sands as they sleep within dirty grounds. Their faces are painted by black mascara of unclean survival. Their eyes are almost blotted out and colored in red as they look at something and somehow an ironic sign of hope can be traced within their glances, hoping that maybe someday someone will understand them – the way they understand their worlds.

Not one day during my college schooldays that I haven’t seen these individuals. They wander the streets like as if it was their own backyard. They treat the streets like their home, thus, they sleep everywhere; the sidewalks, the alleys, the whole city. I saw them here, I saw them there, and I saw them almost everywhere. They are just very noticeable. Somehow in a way because they are dirty, maybe because they smile by themselves, or maybe because they act like they own the streets. There are just as many maybes as there are reasons for them to be that way.

I wonder what the government is doing regarding this matter! I believe that they too need some attention and care as much as we normal people do, and somehow it makes me think that maybe the society is making them that way. Ironic as it is, but that’s how I think it is working. You might want to question how I come to think about it. Well, let me give you a little clue.

When we were a child, all of us somehow felt neglected and alone once in a while. Even up to this very moment it still happens. Now, I will ask you. How would you feel if you approach someone for some reasons and you’ll end up to be neglected and thrown away as if they were avoiding you to get close to them like as if you have some kind of viral disease that can infect them, how would you feel? I guess you won’t feel that good. Imagine how would these individuals feel when almost everyone – if not all – would avoid and neglect them every time they come close. How would you feel if you ask for something to eat because you’re hungry and it won’t be given to you? Can you imagine how these individuals feel when their stomachs ask for something and couldn’t eat anything? Darn, I don’t even want to imagine that.

It’s hard to decide for us ordinary people on what to do to solve this case. I am undeniably accused to what I have written in here and I have no intention on evading that fact. What I want to push through is that the concerned government and non-government organization should do now the proper actions that would profit us in the long run as citizens of this city. I don’t know how, who or when, but I do really hope, that by this article, somehow it could reach them the true face of our society.