Change

After all those years of keeping up this blog, we finally decided to have a leap of change with regards to the blogs physical outlook. This decision will cover the change of design of the blog particularly and entirely just about that. I have talked to my friend who is a co-writer/designer of the site and I have asked his permission about it and he gladly said yes.

In this view, the website will change its design in the upcoming days, not sure when exactly. We are still looking for a suitable design that would fit the blog and to its readers, so stay tuned everyone, because are going up a notch in this blog nation.

Best regards from all of us here.

KAGERON TEAM

Still...

I knew that this moment would come in time, that I'd have to let you go and watch you fly. I guess there was no easy way to say goodbye. I don't want to leave you this way but I know this might be the very last time we see each other cry.

Still... this heart of mine awaits you, and it'll always will. Flames may fade away but a small spark can sent it ablaze once again.

Still... these weary eyes long for you, for all it sees is how wonderful my life is being spent with you. Though blurred up in tears it will always find that silhouette form of your face.

Still... these arms crave for you warmth embrace, for it'll always remember how ardent your touches feels like. With it I could treasure you forever.

Still... these feet will walk towards you, yearning for us to be together again. For only with you I could embark on a journey of happiness and fulfillment.

Still... I will be here, waiting for you. So if you come back, you'll find me. Believing that someday you and I would be together again.

Betrayal...

Betrayal is nothing new to us, we all share this once or even a couple of times in our lives. The question is why? why do we experience this? why do the people we trust betray us? Is it something we did? Is it something we did not do?

It tore down friendships in a couple of seconds, devastated relationship with its meaning. Why must people do it? What on earth could they be thinking? Is our urge more important to the trust given to us. I know the life we live in is full of it... but to experience it is different from knowing it. You will feel anger and the same time confused. You pity yourself, you want revenge... which in turn will create more ripples in the water.

Trust is something sacred given from one person to another. And in breaking this is like cutting the bond between the two. Have you ever given your full trust to someone? or maybe just a little? And if you did, what if that someone betrays you? What would you do?

I never knew who my real friends are until someone stab me at the back without hesitation. I've know him for quite a long time, I even treated him as brother. My regrets came when I found something. I never knew being betrayed could be this bad, but somehow I'll get over it. But being betrayed leaves a small scar on ones heart, no matter how small... it'll still hurt and it'll remind you to be careful. But, I am not the kind of person who holds a grudge on someone, I'll let it pass, I'll forgive him but it'll never be the same as before.

How small are we?

Have you ever looked up upon the stars and asked yourself, "Are we alone?". I just watched this cool video about comparing the sizes of our planets and I'd like to share it with you.

I was just wondrin, how small are we? And to think that the universe isn't fully ventured, that the fact of bigger stars than W Cephei is still out there. Compared to other stars our sun is just a mere spec of dust the size of an atom.

If this is the case... are there worlds smaller than ours? Are the dust that sometimes gets in our eyes could actually be a small solar system? We'll as you can see the structure of an atom resembles that of a solar system. And also it'd be hard to imagine that our galaxy is also an atom making up something on other worlds which is far greater than ours.

How big is the Universe exactly? I guess no one knows the answer to this question until now? I guess my perspective of the small things just got a little twisted.

An Idiot's Guide to Happiness

It's been quite a while since I wrote something. I've been very busy with work, and also theres this training that I have to attend after work. There was this experience I had with a little boy that urge me to write this post.

One time, I was with my girlfriend in their balcony when I noticed her nephew. He was almost 4 years old. He was playing together with the other kids. He was wearing an old torn t-shirt together with a pair of mismatched slippers. He had a sister and a little brother. His father has no work or any means of income and is also a drug user. Their mother left them because she found out her husband had another woman.

Funny thing is, as I watch this boy... I couldn't find a trace of loneliness in him. He was the happiest boy playing in the street. He runs around freely, not minding how cruel the environment that surrounds him. Then it hit me right in the face.

Why? Why is he still smiling amidst everything .

I noticed that when we grow older... the better we understand things, the more we get afraid. The more we yearn, the more we crave. Our satisfaction becomes more deeper to fulfill. Why is that? Are we not satisfied with what we have today? Why do we feel envy? Why do we feel hatred? Did we feel those feelings when we were kids?

And one more question that keeps me awake at night. "Am I really happy?"

I couldn't answer that question anymore. When we get older, we are no longer contented with what we have. We yearn for more... thus creating hatred, creating greed and everything.

I wish I'd be the same as the boy, playing in the street. Waking up in the morning, thinking what adventures may lie ahead of me with my friends. Running around freely without the doubt of breaking any laws or hurting anyones pride. Shouting my lungs out in laughter without any worries of politics, corruption or killings.

Ignorance is Bliss...

Dragonball (2009)

Maybe you guys have heard it but I'm re posting it again. One of my favorite anime of all time will have a live action version. This movie will be produced by 20th Century Fox and will star Justin Chatwin, James Marsters, Jamie Chung, Emmy Rossum, Eriko Tamura, Joon Park, Chow Yun-Fat, Texas Battle, Randall Duk Kim and Ernie Hudson. Director James Wong also penned the screenplay. "Dragonball" is adapted from the manga created by Akira Toriyama; the work was also turned into a Japanese anime series that played all over the world. It tells the story of an alien sent to destroy Earth, who has a change of heart and decides to join the humans in their fight against various aliens and bad guys. It was supposedly April this year but for some unknown reasons moved to April in 2009.

I was surprised upon hearing the news, I am happy to see Gouko and the Gang once more.

I Am Legend Alternate Ending

We all know that Dr Robert Neville died at the end. He sacrificed himself to protect the cure where they found at that crucial moment. But did you know that there is an alternate ending?

Instead of dying, he returned the girl (the one he caught and experimented) to her partner (which was the leader of the zombie-like persons).

The good part of the ending was Robert Neville didn't die. He came with Ruth onwards to the hidden City (which was supposed to be Ruth's destination in the Ending) but whenever there is light, there is also a shadow, and that was not finding the cure.

I don't know the why there was an alternate ending... maybe theres a sequel to the story... but who knows?

Dr. Neville instead jumping with a grenade, opens the door and confronts the enemy

Dr. Neville releases his captive experiment.

Dr. Neville sit silently as he watches the zombie-like creatures heads out of his lab.

Dr. Neville with Ruth and heads to the Last City of Man.